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No updates = Very busy = Stress! and not forgetting laziness. =)

Now! And I mean NOW! I feeeeeL like blogging so here goessss....

This may sound confusing but I've been thinking & thinking about necessary things, not important things, wonderful things, shitty things, things that may come true and things that won't come true at all. So why do I think about all this stuffs? I just can't help it. It's like automatically I go thinking about it from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep again. It's tired to think about stuffs, I tend to avoid thinking about it and keep myself busy but somehow it will keep coming back to me especially when I'm alone or not doing anything.

Mention about thinking, now I'm thinking why people are treated that way? People are treated in a million kind of ways in this world. Unfair? Fair? Evil? Good? Making use of other people? What's the use of treating the other party nicely, looking up for them and always sharing 'infos' with them but in the end you'll ignore them, remaining silent as if nothing happen. People needing other people when they need them but what happen when they don't need them? *POOF* They'll be gone and leaving the other party in confusion or maybe anger? Why do I say this? Because I'm being treated that way right now. Maybe my mom's right at a certain point when she say "...bkn baik sgt..biler dier nak kau, dier carik kau.. biler dier taknak dier buat bodoh je..."

Oh by the way, I've made a decision, that is to heck care. I don't care what is going to happen. I'm tired of hoping and thinking about it. I don't want to hope that 'thing' would happen on the 1st. I'm already being let down somehow... Okay, this is what happens when I think too much and all the negative thoughts coming in. Sheesh!

OMG!

I FeeeeeL like dancing now...

Hmmmm...

o0o0o0o0o Laaaaaaa Laaaaaaaa~~~~