Hello! I'm a young moyang who's born in 1986! Taking pictures makes me HIGH!I get bored SUPER easily! Retail therapy makes me DUPER happy! I'm nice and full of RETARDness but I dont pretend to be nice just so ppl will like me. :D

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A'in
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Asedah
Atirah
Azy
Dayana
Dian
Fiza
Insyirah
Iqah
Nazly
Nek Naz
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Sheera
Shidah
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Syahirah
Yan Bro

Yes. I do feel stupid when I got to know the 'details'. Seriously, I wish that I wouldn't have come to that 'stage'. But it happened, that 'stage' gave me a mixture of feelings. I felt really lost and useless. I was so weak that thoughts of giving up and avoiding is never-ending playing inside my mind.

Thanks to Atirah & Nek Naz. They were there when I felt like shit. Even thou Atirah was not in a good mood herself and Nek was tired after a day at work. They still listened, adviced and made me feel better. And they even offered to beat up people. I didn't know they can be gangsters. Not bad eh. They can be my mutually supportive clique! heh! I lurve you two! *hugs*

From this incident, I've learnt that certain people sucks big time! hahahaha! Ok, that doesn't sound right. Let me rephrase it again, mom's reading this blog of mine so kena penuh tata tertib. Huhu!

I've learnt that:
1) Things doesn't go your way all the time.
2) Girlfriends will always be there when you need them.
3) I tend to contradict myself sometimes. Right nek?
4) I can be weak today and super happy the next day.
5) Some people are VERY complicated and blind! hah!
6) Being too close to 'someone' can eventually hurt you.

If you need me as a friend, I'm always there for you. But please don't send the wrong signals. It hurts big time to get the wrong idea. But then again, I'm assuming and not sure myself. Asking would be the best solution but then I'm a coward to get to that point.

Oh wells. I'm trying to take things realistically and wisely now. There's no point of brooding over things I'm not sure myself and when things doesn't go my way. If things are meant to be, sooner or later it will be. Let's see how it goes. =)