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Spinning in silence. I'm bottling things up again. I dunnoe whether I should cry or release the anger to make it feel better. My heart feels heavy when I'm alone and start thinking. Its all coming back to me. Thanks to this, my migraine is back. Keeping myself busy with work, online retail therapy and family outings are the ones that managed to keep me going for now. I know there are some who are concern abt me and why i'm acting this way. I appreciate it. Thanks. Im sorry if i'm not sharing anything cause i think i've troubled my friends a lot now. I'm not sharing it even with my mom cause she has her work stress to deal with.

I'm lying if i were to say i'm fine.

But don't worry abt me.

Sometimes it got me thinking, how can I pretend to be so strong

when its destroying me deep inside?